Ann_Jill

hello people. switching back to blogspot. ann-jill.blogspot.com   thanks.

*EDIT*

HELLO PEOPLE OF THE REPUBLIC OF SINGAPORE.

contrary to popular belief, my flight's not tomorrow, i repeat, NOT tomorrow.

i will be coming back on the 29th on saturday, landing 7.45pm, flight number, SQ 801.

as i said, romantic gestures would be greatly appreciated. :D

*edit*
SORRY PEOPLE.

FLIGHT NUMBER IS SQ 0831

*Edited*


ladies,

do not get ahead of yourselves in mindless gossip.

do not take something casual and fun, under no motives other than friendly to be  amorous.

you claim said person's behaviour as immodest and unpure, perhaps it is your minds that are so.

don't start loading your guns without clarifying matters.

to assume would be to make an ass out of you and me.



now. you, an actual party in said matter,
don't slander and make accusations of him, you should know said person better than this, don't let the anger go to your head based on said assumptions. parting ways is more than an end of a relationship but may possibly be a start of a great friendship. i don't want to get involved in your homely affairs but if the misunderstanding was caused by something i may have displayed on this venue, i do apologize.
please consider this matter wisely.

*edit*

also to actual party in said matter,
i don't know you personally, but from what i hear from said person, i find you a really sweet person. this isn't a post to spear at your heart, but just an apology from me. i don't apologize for my posts, i don't believe we've done anything wrong. you can say we're like siblings, children at heart, no impure thoughts when it comes to us. but i am sorry that you read my blog, i had no idea you did. i know what it's like, to perceive someone who was once so dear to you as such. just to clarify, of the times you were the object of our discussion, it was only when we were sharing our experiences in life, nothing unfavourable was shared, we tried our best to keep it objective. i don't wish to take sides, though it is hard since said person is my friend, but do take this post as one filled with empathy, not hostility.


i wanted to write this just now but i was rushing outta the house, if this post was in any form an offence before the addition i'm sorry.



to addie:
i think you're said party's friend? if so, we're both external parties to this fragile involvement of two people's feelings. if said party as anything to say to me, i welcome her with open arms. i don't really have anything to say to you, cos i don't actually know what you're talking about

something so unprecedented.






on an unrelated note.

to jh:
i read it. sucks i know, but it's okay, just because said person feels it's been a waste of time, you shouldn't, learn from it, grow from it. all that matters is you turn out a better person after this, don't get affected cos that's probably what everybody else wants. If anything, you have friends and me:) Cheer up, and i've got your lemon candies! HAHA!

will update on where i've disappeared to all weekend later, now's report time :)

Jill hwang. blinding flash, in a crash says:

 

lets see here, i think i've covered it all...

 

hmmm

 

the snotty higher society girl

jh says:

HHAHAHAHA

wtf i was still thinking what the hell u were talking about

Jill hwang. blinding flash, in a crash says:

 

the neigbourhood hooligan chick

 

and now, slight demented, very confused teenager

 

HAHAHAHH

 

soon i'd enter adulthood and you know i've truly lived when i start hating everything around me

jh says:

ok whats next

Jill hwang. blinding flash, in a crash says:

 

HAHAHAH

jh says:

gothic emo girl

Jill hwang. blinding flash, in a crash says:

 

oo nice one

 

tho the operative word would be WOMAN

jh says:

-.-

Jill hwang. blinding flash, in a crash says:

 

shit i don't want to be a woman

 

i want to remain a girl!

 

HAHAHAH

jh says:

ME TOO

seriously

Jill hwang. blinding flash, in a crash says:

 

oh you want to remain a girl as well?

 

i think that can be arranged

 

HAHAHAH

jh says:

..

FUCK YOU AHHA

well i dont mind actually




 

AYE AYE.

I was heading out to meet arjun and mark for dinner at wagas last night for pasta. then my flatmates hit me with the news, i was supposed to pay RMB1666 more cos they were leaving earlier, but it made no sense at all. i was basically expected to pay 6 months rent for only using the place for 5 months.

met the two goons, told them about my situation, their advice? "ask them to fuck off", and encouraged me to fight back. usually i'd just give in, pay them to shut up, but it was just too much money this time. so mark became my genius accountant, called up my flat mates and did a run down on everything on the restaurant napkins. it was remarkably funny, seriously, like, " no i'm talking now shut up." BRILLIANT.

Hello, my name is mark, and i'm brilliant.

so after calculating everything on our side, i sent a msg to them, along the lines of " after calculation on our part, i'm only paying 900 tops to you guys in singapore after the landlady returns me my money. see you laters! :)"

and they replied, "when are you coming back? we'll talk to you face to face in details. pls get ready the amount of money that we told you."

that did it. mark and arjun offered to come over to my place and settle things. so they ended up following me home. IT WAS BRILLIANT. basically, it was mark vs 4 of them, he pulled out the napkins we'd saved, spoke for only like 5 mins and left them confused for the next 45 mins, constantly changing the figures while we sat back. then the whispering started and we got annoyed so we did it back. silly i know. BUT FUN.

after a gruelling but quite entertaining 45 min wait, turns out i only have to pay 880. compared to the original 1666 that they insisted i paid. the nerve. GRRR.   

yes i can hear you all cheering out there. finally i win! somewhat.


karaoke night at their place later, WOOTS!

Min Lee says:
 EH HAVE YOU BOOKED YOUR TICKETS BACK TO SG?

Jill hwang. save the best parts for last says:
 uh huh baby
 what you doing now?

Min Lee says:
 woww you have boobs now!
 dammit

Jill hwang. save the best parts for last says:
 HAHAHA
 I KNOW
 I HAVE AN ASS TOO
 I SWEAR

Min Lee says:
 i was hoping you could fly to msia




aye aye

imma gonna do a timeline here.

Friday
gave a presentation to 4 students from the UK on a prime minister's fellowship program of some sort, namely, arjun, lara, rebecca and mark. turned out they were the same age, so we made a date for the night, which was quite disastrous. only arjun turned up, along with 5 others, the guys have the coolest names ever i swear. ended up sleeping over at the hotel(which was awesome by the way), cos it was pretty late.

Saturday
left for home early in the morning cos they had mandarin classes, came back in the evening to go clubbing.

we split into two groups intially, one heading straight to dkd, and the other club hopping, final destination dkd, i was part of the latter. The night started off pretty rough, we were quite lost trying to find M2, then we got denied access for god knows what reason, but it was all good, cos a group of strangers, also from the UK left the building and told us the place was dead, left the place chanting "cos you're shit!" like you hear in soccer matches. the following clubs were pretty bad so we eventually gave up and headed down to dkd.

definitely the best clubbing experiences in my life, it was AWESOME i swear, crazy western kids, plus i was called beautiful twice in the same night, nothing beats that! though one of us got spiked, we thought she was just wasted or something. pictures are stored in assorted cameras now, i'd probably only be able to get it through facebook when they get back to the uk.

Sunday
hung out in arjun's room doing nothing really, watched inbetweeners with his roomie, david, who is hilarious, the quirky english kid. taught me more dance moves, namely, big fish-little fish-cardboard box, picking-stars-out-from-the-sky, chopping-board and much more. GOOD FUN.




me: if you guys thought my accent was heavy before, you should hear me now, my tongue is so over used.
daryl: wtf, people expect your chinese to have improved during this trip and you come back indian/american/british/african. you really are going international aren't you?


aye.

i'm so lost on what i'm going to do during my gap year after graduating from poly, i'm seriously considering furthering my studies in the UK.

[AM 11:21:07] Ian Hwang Liang Yow: Yumi was adopted last nite by a dog lover hope she'll be happy in her new home


i know i always complain about how her fur gets on everything, and how she mauls the furniture and just destroys everything. but i'm gonna miss carrying my very large, underweight brown and blue eyed husky. and times where i lie on her tummy to sleep. collecting her fur that fills up an entire bag. irritating the hell out of her and making her chase me around the house. making fun of her chinese face: small eyes big nose. watching her gallop like a very retarded, ungraceful pony.

i know it's gna be hell for her during the first month thinking her owners have abandoned her. hope her usual cheerful disposition helps her through it :(

i will miss you.

hello people. quit speculating. We're just good friends.

 

 

and we intend to keep it that way

i have found the playlist of my dreams in jh's ipod.

the search is over. yesiree.

:D:D


back home in just a lil over 2 weeks. Romantic gestures at the airport would be greatly appreciated. HAHAHA!

seeya kids :)

HK WAS WAY FUN! it's really the company that counts! we were suffering from face cramps by the end of the trip from the smiles fixated our faces the whole time from laughing so much.

remember how i kept calling HK dim sum haven? lemme tell you something. finding dim sum was one of the toughest things jh and i had to do during our trip. like what the fuck seriously.

anyhow. i'll run through the trip with pictures.

Jh sending me off at the airport. him obviously sad to see me go, like duh, i'm like so fun. HAHAHA!
no, that's not snot, it's a fucking pimple.

the initial plan was that jh sleep at joel's after sending me off and heading to the airport the next morning to catch his flight. but he got lazy, plus it wasn't economically smart so he ended up sleeping in the airport. the poor thing. awwww..
 

i miss the trip already. it was the happiest i've been during these 5 months.

 

jh says:

zomg

we're 24hours away

im feeling it

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

HAHAHA

 

woots

jh says:

scareeeeeeeeeddddd =(

DONT PANGSEH ME SRSLAY

i dont wanna tour hk myself =(

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

wtf

 

y would i pang seh you

 

i paid money for the tickets

 

no way would i give up that money!

jh says:

=\

thats consoling =)

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

HAHAH

 

wtf

 

y you so paranoid about this?

 

somebody ever pang seh-ed you last min before

?

 

you just pray nth cocks up in the passport services department

 

hahaha

jh says:

yarrr

im prayingggg =)

no lar imnot being paranoid

im just... making ... sure

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

HAHA

 

well

 

it's pretty close to paranoia!

jh says:

=(

it is huh...

 IM SO EXCITED

AHAHAH

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

HAHAHAA

 

it hasn't hit me yet

 

:/

jh says:

=\

usuck

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

whatever

 

*rolls eyes to back of head*

jh says:

parrty pooper

mood spoiler

=\

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

SHUDDUP

jh says:

*rolls eyes to see my ass*

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

_|_

 

HAHAHAH

 

WTF

jh says:

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hahaha

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

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jh says:

U DONT HAVE 3 HANDS SILLY

DUMB DUMB

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

i have my foot!

 

HAHAHHA

jh says:

..l.. _|_ _|_ ..l..

fingers and foot!

omg fucking hell grow up larrr

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

wtf

jh says:

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Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

HA

 

anw

 

funny

 

how

 

we've come here

 

from me finding you irritating

 

HAHAHAH

jh says:

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Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAA

 

wtf

jh says:

..

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Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

you know

 

my alert sound is a kissing sound

jh says:

=o

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

so when you just did that that it was like

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

smoochsmoochsmoochsmoochsmoochsmoochsmoochsmoochsmoochsmoochsmooch

 

HAHAHAA

jh says:

HAHHAHAHH

wtfffffffffffff

so uh

as you were sayingh?

from YOU find ME irritating..

to?

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

going to hong kong together!

 

HAHAH

jh says:

CHEHHHH

i thought you were gonna say

to finding that youre the nicest bestest guy in the whole wide universe!!!!

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

-.-

jh says:

-.-

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

haha

 

i'm blogging this

jh says:

ok sureeee

smoochsmoochsmoochsmoochsmoochsmoo

Jill hwang. pagan holidays says:

 

-.-

this is how we roll

I can't believe it. less than a month till i'm home. less than 4 days till i'll be in hong kong. over 4 months since i went solo. and i am as happy as can be.

How time flies.

going home however, doesn't seem as appealing as it should be. i miss my friends yes, dearly. i miss swim training. i miss my family. BUT, there's the complications at home i have to deal with, i know i shouldn't be running away, but i'm lazy to figure things out in my head. and it's gonna be busy busy busy.

overall:
gotta get my driving and diving license done, work 5 days a week for 7 weeks while rushing down to swim trainings on mondays wednesdays and fridays after work and i still wouldn't be good enough to qualify for the desired events. have my allergy start up again cos of me dogs.

specifically:
night cycling
planning the year end trip
planning my gap year
yacht party :D



i can't decide if i want a boyfriend or whether i don't. and it's almost time to make a decision, just so i have a guideline in my head when i get back.



ok random.
i suddenly recall the clubbing incident in beijing. so stanley mat and kai opened a bottle of chivas, mixer green tea. gulp gulp, got high. amidst the chaos, kai told me that mixing chivas and beer was the ultimate high. ok. go dance, beijing stranger asks to dance, ok dance, asks if he can buy me a drink, ok, go to bar. he orders beer. fuck. SO FUCKING HIGH I SWEAR. it's the highest i've ever felt without feeling like puking. cos i'm a puker, good thing about that is i never get drunk, i'll still have some smarts no matter what. awesome combination. however i do recall totally crashing on the sofa outside cos my head was so heavy. it wasn't the crazy kinda high, more like dope-sit-and-rot kinda high. who needs LSDs and acids when you have chivas and beer? HA.

visited the propaganda poster art museum on Saturday which was actually located in a basement of some condo. really interesting, major mao (mao ze dong) overload. The posters range from the 1940s to 1980s, collected bit by bit by Yang pei ming, who's a real friendly and jovial bloke by the way, all evidence to the conditions of china back then, or rather, the image the government tried to portray. Standing amidst those posters, it was difficult not to be awed, i found myself catching my breath as i envisioned the trailing events that make up our present. it's quite a sight to witness, hands down the best museum i've been to so far, maybe because it's so close to heart, our ancestor's past.

Catched Transformers after much procrastination over the month, tickets cost a whooping 90 yuan (est 20 sing). farking expensive. the storyline kinda sucked, plus i couldn't really concentrate on the movie with the commotion. on the right i had a couple chattering away to no end, on the left, i had ju er bouncing up and down her seat and exclaiming at the sights of bumblebee or when the good guys get trashed. i miss the theaters back home! :( especially my movie kakis, not forgetting my late night mahjong kakis :(  oh yes, and dinner buddies... LAI!!

chuck: is this strange?

ned:  this is not strange. unusual, maybe. eccentric in a quaint way, like dessert spoons.

chuck: i have so many questions, my mind wanders.

ned:  you need to feed it warm milk and a turkey sandwich and let it curl up in a sunny spot and take a nap.



chuck:  i can't even hug you? what if you need a hug? a hug can turn your day around.

ned:  i'm not a fan of the hug.

chuck: then you haven't been hugged properly. it's like an emotional heimlich. someone puts their arms around you and they give you a squeeze, and all your fear and anxiety comes shooting out your mouth in a big wet wad and you can breathe again.


i miss pushing daisies :(

haven't been blogging cos there's nothing much to tell.

lately, too many secrets, pushing me up the walls, i can't breathe, never once has morality been such a big question mark in my life.

ned: you're the only one for me

chuck: i know you feel that now, but there are things you want. there are things we both want.

ned: so everyone wants stuff. we wake up everyday with a list of wishes and maybe we spend our lives trying to make those wishes come true. But just because we want them doesn't mean we need them to be happy.

chuck: what do you need to be happy?

ned: you


been watching pushing daisies. i swear it's the sweetest show ever, love the surreal fairytale effect. kinda like tim burton without the morbidity and darkness. the show makes me wanna bake pies and have a boyfriend, ned is too cute, plus i love his wardrobe hmm. but i shan't succumb to temptation. the boyfriend part i mean.


the weekends are here and they don't mean squat to me. cos i spend it lazing at home, watching dvds and updating my blog, pfft. sucks when you have no one to go out with :/ the weather's too hot for me to do anything, maybe i should visit the museum of natural history tml. hmm.


tickets to hong kong and the hostel have been booked. yipee :D 2 more weeks to ultimate dim sum haven.

sad case:
jh: i know why the tickets are so expensive now! you made me fly on a public holiday!
me: what? what public holiday?
jh: -.- NATIONAL DAY!

oops. 
going on crazy saving mode for hong kong. maybe i'd be able to lose some weight. oh who am i kidding.


mcdonald's doesn't deliver to my house. this sucks. i actually hate fast foods. except for the occasional urge for mc breakfast. which mcdonalds isn't indulging. BLEH.

*EDIT*
daryl lai just told me that there is speculation that ned, actual name, lee pace, is gay. NOOOOOOOO. dammit! he's not even gorgeous! he's cute! fuck. first the gorgeous guys turn gay and now the cute ones too?!? MMMMMMM :( UPSET

managed to get leave from my boss on the 10th to go to hong kong. suay suay. the cheaper tix from singapore to hong kong are sold out! $%#$^!#!@$ SIGH. damn it. so now i don't even know whether to go ahead and purchase my tix first.

anyhow. boss gave me a more interesting assignment for that week i'm going to hong kong. being a guide in my office for a bunch of students from england :D yay. cute guys please? NIAHIA.